I'm surprised that its been 9 days since i've blogged, Gawd how time just flies! We've just been busy little domestic beavers preparing the den for the newest colony member! Actually its just been gorgeous outside and we've been taking advantage.
My dear hubby got the cleaning bug so he cleaned out the garage and pulled out all the summer toys. He went out and got us a new fancy BBQ so he has not excuse not to cook me dinner now, LOL!! I started cleaning out the basement and managed to chuck another full bag of little girl clothing. It makes me sad that this is it, slowly all the baby stuff will be gone.
I had a crazy dream on Sunday night. I dreamt that i got up in the middle of the night to go to the washroom and out fell this beautiful--yet tiny baby girl. I was cool as a cucumber as I scooped her out of the toilet and cleaned her up and then went to wake up my mom to show her, her newest grandchild. Everyone was like HOLY SHIT!! I'm debating whether we really need to go to a hospital or if a doctor's office would suffice. So we put little miss premmie--who's now all dressed up in pink and looking around totally alert like an old soul--into her new carseat and we (an a bunch of strangers i've never seen before) go to the doctors office where we wait. Then I woke up to pee. I swear I work up Mike and said OMG, the ultrasound was wrong, its a GIRL!! He takes it completely another way and realizes he must get snipped cuz i'm now dreaming of our 5th child!! Funny thing is, it wouldn't surprise me. Oddly enough, he keeps asking me if we're really done. He forgot to get a referal at his last dr. appt. I'm starting to wonder if maybe its fear or a small desire for one more.
I don't think I could be prego again. I'm so sore and uncomfortable right now. I don't know how i'll live thru the next 15 weeks. This kid is gonna be one of those circus freaks that can twist his body into strange ways because he can manage to kick me in 6 different directions all at the same time....
I'm sick of the dog. I love the little bitch but at the same time, she fucking stinks, my house stinks, my carpet is completely ruining and all I smell today is dog piss!
I hate my fucking neighbors. Geez, every spring/summer/fall I hit the mls listing with vengence. I'm so sick of "SeanieeeeBoy!!" everytime my front door opens. I'm sick of the little brat next door that comes barrelling into our yard as soon as the backdoor opens. Now the little runt opens the door and i have to chase the stupid dog across 2 backyards so she doesn't dig up someones garden or leave a pile of shit for them to step on.
I've been browsing ebay passionately. Mostly boredom, but also creative research. Oh and i found my stocking! Too bad its taking its sweet ass time getting here! Work is deadsville and i need something besides making myself crosseyed with the interet to keep me occupied. So I was researching Gymboree. WTF is that right? I thought the same thing til I found that this is a big time brand of children's clothing that snotty people feel their little brats must have...its the Tommy Hilfiger, Nike, Lexus for kids. Okay maybe not that great but it does have some pretty good resale value, and they are supposed to be great quality. So watch out cuz i might become a Gymbo snob too! But i'm not allowed to shop until "our" credit card is paid off. Funny, the cc has his purchases at 5K and mine as 0, yes big fat zero but somehow its my shit. Fine Sean's bed was my doing but still. Guess what else, "we" are the proud owners of a Wiiiiiiii. We've played it about twice, great way to piss thru $400 not to mention the Rockband game that is taking up about 3 squared feet of basement floor space that has only been played once. But i can't shop!
I'm just cranky. My back is killing me. I spent wayyy to much time on the computer today.
I'm 3 pages away from finishing the entire 2005 scrapbook. Thank God. I just need about a million dollars worth of ink and photo paper....
Signing off for now
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