Maybe I do have more ramblings left in me. Why the hell am i dreaming about a 5th kid when i haven't even popped out the 4th?? Seriously, i've never even considered 5 children. Suddenly, i keep having dreams about her. Her because #5 is a baby girl, I called her Ashlyn and she's all decked out in a beautiful pink dress.
I told mike to hurry up and get the boys snipped. He's got a consult at some point in september but it takes at least a couple months to get the procedure done after that. Why do i get the feeling that Dylan will have an Irish twin? Ya know, i know i'll be sad when my baby days are over but i can't have a 5th. I need money. I need to work. To save for the kids education, our retirement, pay down the mortgage, buy a bigger house to have rooms for crazy kids and wonderpets. Is it just dealing with my childbearing years being done or is there really another little girl that is meant to be part of our family??
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